"Father, forgive me wherever you are, but this world has brought one vile abomination after another down on the heads of the gentle, and I'll not live to see the meek inherit anything. What there IS in this world, I think, is a tendancy for human errors to level themselves like water throughout their sphere of influence. There's a possibility of balance. Unbearable burdens that the world somehow does bear with a certain grace."
Today, I'm just inspired. There is light and dark on the horizon, but the horizon remains, and that is what I choose to look at. Not the sun, and not the moon, but where they meet the ground, and shake hands with some form of solemn merriment. This is the place where I have found my counterparts.
I rely greatly on my friends... and I try and try to always remind myself of how much they put into me and my life. Maybe they try endlessly, and tire - or maybe it comes naturally to them, but either way, they are my balance. The bad is somehow leveled with the good in me and my friends. They counter my dark moods, and make the days worth waking for.
"With nothing else to hope for, I lean towards my friends, waiting, while the past grows heavy and my future narrows down to a crack in the door."
I love you all, immeasurably.
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